Field of flowers, 71
and sunny, the native
intelligence of trees
and owls, bees and
dolphins all now
in the air: what is
the nature of
nature but
a buzz, a shriek, a hum:
a whistle that echoes in the dark, what a hoot
deceptive as a mushroom in the wild.
Getting up the hill
wasn’t the hard part
that morning, but
the downward leg,
weak rubber walk,
a mudslide of me hold on
down a mountain-
side of what if, an
avalanche falling
like the loose
bowels of worry.
These wild flowers
special, precious,
fragile post-picking, help me
their wildness cut out:
they can’t be
zinnias or peonies
or dahlias now.
I am uneven land, a
ridge of regret, furrowed
but fallow, unseeded
under the sun.